February 8, 2015
by Zubin Hill Comments Off on Juggling
~ At the start of this past week I was convinced I would stress myself out/not be able to handle all I had to do. Somehow, through God’s providence and some lucky cancellations, I did just fine. My week was set to have 5 meetings, 2 (3 page to be sure) papers due this next week, and internship deadlines. Luckily, 2 meetings got cancelled and the rest I managed to handle.
I don’t know if I’ve really gotten into the groove of the new year yet.
~ On Saturday I celebrated my heller’s birthday with my grand-heller and great-grand heller also in attendance. It was at a karoke and we ate unlawful amounts of food. I’m talking, so full that my belt felt like it’d snap off.
~ I’m in the midst of applying for as many internships as I can write convincing applications for and whose listed tasks don’t sound mad boring. This is, astoundingly, fewer internships than I’d like = ~5. I need to do something over the summer. My resume is always forefront on my mind. Whch is probably unhealthy.
~ I applied for a job on campus, which would involve me working with my heller (yay!) I hope I got it…but, knowing me, I probably didn’t. It was one of the meetings I’d had this week.
~Finally, I have a correspondant for/from my French class. She’s Marseillaise, 20, and wonderful to converse with. I feel my language and skill improving after only a week!
February 2, 2015 by Zubin Hill | Comments Off on Notes on Bryn Mawr Culture (Episode 1)
THE FREE BOX
Here begins my semester-long series geared toward taking you “inside the strange practices and behaviors of Mawrters.” I intend to reveal to you all our deeply prized secrets. It is, without question, the untold story of life on a Bryn Mawr. I know you didn’t ask, but you’ll get anyway!!!
So My Readers, I shall introduce you to the first important facet of Bryn Mawr culture: the art and joy of the Free Box dive.
What is the Free Box? You may ask. Well, this is what it is:
Quite literally, a cardboard box emblazoned with the words – FREE BOX. (I was too lazy to take a picture of ours. It wouldn’t have looked that great anyway. Besides, ye must experienceth le boite gratuit for yourself).
Whoohoo! I LOVE THE FREE BOX!
Precisely as the name describes, it is a box filled (when it’s near a break) with stuff Mawrters don’t want anymore. There is one on every hall. It may not look like much, but within are countless and unimaginable wonders! Now, I have attempted to go Free Box shopping increasingly often over my BMC career. Top targets: the Pems, Rock, and Rhodes N + S. The problem with me and Free Box Shopping is that I always end up feeling like a terrible creeper. I feel almost like someone is going to call Public Safety or be like:
“You’re not a member of this dorm, what exactly are you doing wandering about with your eyes searching the building?”
“Oh…Hi…I’m not doing anything. Just leaving…
And then I’ll scamper away embarrassed.
Nonetheless, I have curbed my fears and crept about in search of clothes. The best times are probably (ranked in order of stuff from least to most): Thanksgiving, Fall Break, Spring Break, Winter Break, and GRADUATION! Basically anytime prior to a break–the longer the better. My finds include: some spanking coral pants (given to my lil’ sis), a monochrome, front-button dress (given to my 2nd sis), 3 pairs of jeans (plum, forest
Free Box Fashionista!
green, and blue) by reputable brands, knit booties, several tops, and a jumper. The picture on the left is comprised of entirely Free Box Finds.
And a Traditions sweatshirt (which sold at $30 originally and was just my size!!!) It has BRYN MAWR TRADITIONS and an owl carrying a lantern in all the class colors on it (since all that is not really visible).
My goodness! I feel at this point I may never have to shop again and instead just get presents from the Free Box (but really…)
January 18, 2015 by Zubin Hill | Comments Off on Reflections
Now that I’m back on campus and my externship has ended, I guess it’s time for some REFLECTIONS!
I think my externship was fairly successful. I had to adjust myself to the situation, be in constant interaction with my extern sponsor, work on my researching + marketing skills, and learn how to operate in an office environment. My extern sponsor was pretty generous and made sure I had food and such. In retrospect, I can see how the whole “staying in her house” thing could have gone terribly wrong. Thankfully, being at her mercy was not akin to being at the mercies of an evil stepmother. However, it is a situation to which I shall pay greater attention next time.
I learned some facts about the publishing industry like: shipping worldwide is a pain, considering the distribution of possible foreign rights partners is important, and there are a lot of little websites to help manage a business.
On the more personal side, I also grew quite a bit. I had to give a constant report of my experience to my externship sponsor–something that at first challenged me. Eventually, I thought about it ahead of time and was able to provide decent answers (“I’m learning efficiency, independence, etc.) I’m certain this will improve my interviewing as I SUCK at interviews. I discussed politics with my extern’s husband and tidied up after dinner so I could be helpful. I learned that Quakers are hyper-passivists, have semi-silent meetings (thus explaining the origins of the game Quaker’s Meeting), and believe all roads lead to heaven/God.
I finally understand a couple of other things about Bryn Mawr just from learning about Quakers (we’re a Quaker school).
I compiled Wikipedia entries (which I had previously avoided doing because it sounded mad boring – but it was OK), wrote a sales email, and researched various things. I learned to multitask and keep composure in a small space.
In short, I learned “when to hold ’em, when to fold ’em, and when to walk away.”
[Yeah I know this is video has been posted prevously].
P.S. I’ve made a commitment to post more frequently and cut the size of my posts in half (or maybe just less…) I hope the difference is notable.
January 13, 2015 by Zubin Hill | Comments Off on Salaam(i)
Things began to heat up (figuratively, as the weather took a distinct turn for the extremely chill) once I got to D.C. Why, there were meetings, monuments, and Pho Eurasian.
As the extern, I sat in on two meetings and then did work during the final meeting of the trip. I’ve discovered that meetings are highly tiring encounters. You have to sit, prim and proper and largely silent. < = Things I almost never do. I am a habitual chair-sloucher/slumper/folded-legger, and a talking fidgeter extraordinaire. In any regard, I performed quite admirably. I managed to devote my attention to the goings on and produce coherent and vaguely intelligent responses when called upon.
I was not, thankfully, the stumbling mutterer from class who always gives the wrong answer when called upon. I should also note that I got to D.C. courtesty of my extern sponsor (she paid for the Amtrak).
The table spread (turnovers eaten)
I ate some delighful spinach and cheese turnovers at Just World Books author, Laila El-Haddad’s house. And admired her seriously cute baby. I mourned for JWB’s new D.C. representative, bestowed of the name Steven Fake.
I happily wolfed down vermicelli at PhoEurasian – because pho and I are close friends.
I had the opportunity to wander D.C. in search of monuments on Saturday. The air was crisply freezing and I briefly feared that the homeless man bundled in a mountain of blankets and trash bags had expired. (I even wondered what to do if he had – he hadn’t). I stumbled down 22nd Street, asking many passersby, “which way to the Lincoln Memorial?”
Is that…a vision from Egypt or that Tom Cruise Movie Oblivion?
What I saw first was not the Lincoln Memorial but, rather, a mirage of an obelisk.
It was as though I’d inadvertantly entered a hallucination from Hildalgo or something. Much like a mirage, the Washington Memorial was in the annoying habit of disappearing behind buildings. Each time I wondered if, in my cold-induced madness, I had imagined it.
Not cute.
Naturally I hadn’t and there it would appear again. Somehow, I managed to reach it and take this less than glamorous photo:
I also reached the Lincoln Memorial but, by that time, my camera had died and refused to participate in any photo ops.
January 7, 2015 by Zubin Hill | Comments Off on Of Monticello and Offices
Aren’t you all surprised: your trusty blogger decided to come back early. While the chances of human persons (aka non-droids) reading my next fews posts are likely slim, I shall persevere!
Now, I have chosen to address you once more because I’ve had a quite lovely externship opportunity. (Externship = internship for us ordinary folk). I’d arranged it a while back through the Career and Professional Development Office and their Extern program. It pairs Bi-College students with either Bi-College alums or their parents; sophomores on up can apply. My externship is with Just World Books, a small, internationally-focused publishing business. I’m really hoping it will boost my chances of getting an ace internship/job over the summer.
It has been a real blessing for me. I went from doing this at home (in the company of sisters, but still):
To doing this:
I’m a picture of industriousness. What’s nice is that my fellow workers are kindly. I live in-house with the CEO and will be going on a business trip to Washington, D.C. tomorrow. Things have been pretty tame at Casa-Just World. I researched ebook converters, trolled graphic novel reviewers, and did sundry other tasks.
And, shocker of shockers, I actually seemed to have finished last semester well. Who would’ve guessed? I was pretty sure I’d wallow in a puddle of tears upon seeing my final grades.
However, I just received the syllabus for my Power and Resistance course and BOY does it look like I will be a puddle of tears in two weeks.
December 12, 2014 by Zubin Hill | Comments Off on The Epic Theory of #fail
“And behold, some are last who will be first, and some are first who will be last.”
Luke 13:30 (ESV)
I’d have to say that’s essentially my feeling about this week: the title and the quote.
The truth is, I was one of the “last” into Bryn Mawr–I was off the wait list and that’s always given me a sense of being the underdog. Against what felt like great odds, I managed to do really well my first year. This whole semester was the opposite of my first year. What’s strange is that I cannot (mostly) put my finger on one particular moment that exemplifies my Sophomore Slump. Nonetheless, I know I’ve been experiencing it quite fully. I guess I now have a contender for worst moment, at least.
Thursday was a busy night. I had my final French TA session and my morning classes, a Chamber rehearsal, the Hogwarts dinner, and then a Chamber performance. As I’ve mentioned, I was part of a solo “trio.” I bombed as badly as one can when holding the music in her hand and not squeeking like a pubescent boy. Which is to say, pretty badly. My trio members did a really admirable job covering for me but I know we were the worst “act” (so to speak) of the performance
Wands for sale! Olivander’s anyone?
thanks to me.
And I can’t really say what went wrong. I knew the 2nd solo that I ended up doing poorly on. Maybe it was that I wasn’t ready for my very short cue, that I wasn’t reading the music as closely as I should have been, that I’m underconfident in my operatic singing/singing in general, that I never wanted a solo and felt a bit sick from stuffing all the “Hogwarts” food down my throat, that we’d only practiced our parts within the larger piece a couple times. Who knows? I’m AWESOME at blame-shifting but I don’t know that it matters.
I think the experience is just going to go on the list of things I’d like to forget.
On the list of things to remember is the Hogwarts dinner.
Thomas Great Hall is the perfect venue and it was really nice how everyone (the Deans, and Dining Services) got all dressed up. I saw my manager, Steven, dressed as Professor Quirrel and it was amusing. The Extreme Keys sang, the food was delicious, and a wizard (me) condescended to sit with Muggles/Squibs (my graduated-friend who works at BMC).
I do wish I could have enjoyed it more; it just seemed I’d barely sat before the dinner was over.
Hogwarts Great HalBut if this is my final blog post of the semester then I think I should end on something profound.
But if this is my final blog post of the semester then I think I should end on something profound.
So how’s this for size?
I think what I’ve been feeling this semester is tied to feelings I’ve been having for a long time. Ever since I turned 12, I’ve been trying to escape. It didn’t much matter what it was: home-school, my family, whatever. The thing was, it wasn’t like I wanted to be ignorant or become an orphan. I think I’d (have) just absorbed more of that movie-dream garbage than I’d like to admit. I think I’m finally coming to grips with the idea of staying and not just holding on to the end but trying to grow from everything and know when I’m just being whiny.
My sister asked me when she visited if I thought she was better at starting thing or finishing them. Now I’ve started to ask myself that, and the answer is starting. I’m always excited to dive in but wretched and miserable as soon as I do.
It’s a skill. Going where you need and want to be and seeing things for what they are–not what you wish them to be. That’s what I’ve learned (premature New Years Statements!!) So that’s what I’ll try to look at this semester as: a lesson and an exercise in staying.
That’s it and good night, everyone. BON VACANCES!!